I get hurt too easily.

My best friend gave me tea and cookies that go together well.  I don’t usually eat cookies because lately I’ve been all “I hate myself so why not try to treat my body better to feel better?”  So I’ve only been having one or two on special occasions.  So I had a bad day and I decided to make some tea and have a cookie.  And it turns out, my father ate all of them.  All. Of. Them.   

so I do this cool thing where I push my problems to the back of my mind and wait until I have a mental breakdown to deal with them.

I’ve always wanted to leave and never come back

The places I’ve been are lost in the past

So I’ll close my doors and cut the cords connecting me to the outside world.

It’s hard to say goodbye because I won’t see you again

But that’s okay because I have myself and you have everyone else.

Without any notice one day I’ll be gone

But you won’t miss me because you always knew it was fated to end.

Maybe all the decisions I’m making are wrong

But now we no longer have to pretend.

Home is when I am alone with my thoughts

So risk be mine and set me free.

And when I wonder I won’t be lost

Because everything I need I’ll have with me.

Maybe I’ll think of you when I look at the sky

But you have everything you need to survive

Without any notice one day I’ll be gone

But you won’t miss me because you always knew it was fated to end.

Maybe all the decisions I’m making are wrong

But now we no longer have to pretend.